Happy Halloween ~~

Let's go to Haunted House again..

I screamed like a baby when i saw that scary faces

It was scary and sweet at the same time.

Baby is being so considerate today.

Disney on Ice - HP Pavillion

Hmm..

It was really a fun event - Disney On Ice.

I really enjoyed it so much.

It will be great if i have a kid now, because i know they will be enjoy it so much.

If there are any Disney on Ice around your town, please go for this show.

Trust me, it really worth your time and money.

:)

October 18, 2008

Hmm~~~
A wonderful night ~~
It's sweet and lovely night ~~

Fresh Avacado Drink..

Have you ever tried Avacado drink with pearl before?

(Oppssss.. i know pearl is not good for health. but pearl is so yummy and chewy. )

(hehe.. one last time... )

It's so yummy and delicious.

After a busy week on my lovely Friday, instead of spending my time and monies on shopping.

I just went to get my favourite drink and enjoyed it all by myself.

Hmmmm.. i love this kind of feeling.

So simple and so satisfied by end of the day.

:)

Celine's Lambie

I dont know why..

I just fall in love with this lambie.

I know it is not pure white...

It is in unique grey color.

That's why i love it so much.

I just put my lambie inside my car.

He will be with me all the time.

:)

Whats up, Dude?

I am working towards my goals.
Goals are meant to be achieved.
It is just a step away from wishes to goals.

Let's hope for the best

:)

Where is Celine?

That's the most common question for me these days. ""Where are you, Celine? What have you been doing these days?""

I am here. I have been busy with my project lately and busy dating too.

And, i moved to a new place. Well too many drama at my old place so i decide to move out of the place.

It was not planned, i just got decided on Friday at 5pm.

I spend 2 days packing and unpacking all my stuff. and move everything with my leng chai car for 3 trips. And, i am done.

Pack, clean for old and new place, and i have my new place set up already on Sunday.

I was really tired yesterday.. and until i almost got into accident because i didnt see the red lights.

But, thanks god. i am fine now.

I think everyone has been doing great these days. I am really happy.

Ok..

The things i really like about it was my earrings.. at least i put up some of thems.

I really like this wire cube. It make my life easier when i plan to move again. hehe..

If i dont, i will just keep on buying them.haha..

Hmm... these days, i want a special earrings which will impress me. I am still looking for one.

Shop Shop Shop

It's the season for Shopping. Hooray..
Everywhere is crowded with poeple and sales promotions.
I just realized that, there are many malls in California. Goshhhhh..
Hmm.. Somehow, i am looking forward to go home.
Anyway, the same matter is still bothering me.
Why she wants to get my sympathy without telling me the truth? It sound harsh, but that's how i felt.
Anyway, i am asking a sarcastic question, what is truth in this world?? Haha..
Everyone think that noone knows, noone is not smart enough to figure it out, and we always take things/trust/opportunity/friendship for granted.
Well, it is personal choice.. What can i do? Sigh.Sigh
I know it happened everywhere around the world 24/7, but i was disappointed.
I thought we were more than a friend..
Well... What can i do. I still love my friends. Just deal wih it.
Later... i am going to sleep in again..

原来, 真的不容易..

我只是想你明白我的心意,看透我的心情

但是, 真的不容易.

是距离, 是恐惧, 是害怕在作怪..

我也只好默默地收藏在心里.

4 Sor Po

All my dear sor po(s).

Life is good and wonderful because of all of you.

Love you, sor po.

She is ok.. She is back

Emitohfo. You are safe.
Just like we promised, you will be fine.
My dear ..
I am so proud of you. You won the war..
I miss you.. sayang sayang..
Take a good rest..
OK...

Jia You. My Sor po

Hmm.... my dear phoebe ng.
I was so happy when i got to call you on time.
I was so worried because i was in the meeting earlier.
Well, anyway, i am glad i got to call my dear phoebe ng to give her support before her fight.
Phoebe Ng.. we love you.
Jia You..

Happy Birthday, My Dear

It's June 6
Happy Birthday my dear. :O)

Cisco, San Jose

My apartment is clean.
My luggages are packed.
My car is shipped.
My furnitures are sold.
My room is empty.

My families and friends, i am ready for San Jose.
I am leaving to San Jose this saturday.
My new project in Cisco.
I am ready... and nervous too.

My Dearest Sor Po

It was obviously a shocking news for everyone.
But, it is ok.
We are always there to support you and forever and ever.
Get well soon, my dear Phoebe.
Everything will be ok.

Wonderful time in Chicago and Idaho..

Memorable time.

Nervous

It's a very scary feeling..
It make us felt sleepless
It make us felt worried
It make us felt useless
It make us felt helpless

May 4 to May 16

My dad is coming this sunday.
We are excited.
He is excited too.
He is coming for 2 weeks++.

Next Journey

What should i do for the next journey?
Where should i go for the next destination?
When should i get to know the result?
Who should i be with?
How should i handle it?

A wonderful Friday

It has been a wonderful friday
Lots of emotions at work.
Lots of people leave the office today..

Hopes

Hmm...
Worries are still out there.
That's something we couldnt control.
I am still breathing
I will let it go.

Hmmm..

A short break..
I really enjoyed it.

I like rainy day~~

Rainy day..
it felt like home..

我要一个拥抱

已经好几天, 我都在闹情绪..
心里忐忑不安, 很坏.. 常常无理地发脾气..
可怜的宝贝, 都在受我的无奈的坏脾气
今天, 突然听到好的消息
突然间, 我看见了一点光..
我笑了~~
宝贝也放心了..

但是, 我发现原来那一点光是个梦..
我又回到了原地...
一场欢喜一场空...
为什么!!!

今晚,我选择了放纵我自己..
不然, 我会崩溃...

I can't wait for summer ~~~

Summer time..

i am waiting for it.

Hmm..
老天爷,我再怎么努力还是一样..
真的很失望..
我的毅力越来越弱了..
难道,我的努力和牺牲, 真的没用吗?
但是,我还有一次机会..
请老天爷,给我一点希望....
..........................
..........................

Deep thought~~~

Peaceful mind ~~~~

Wonderful ~~`

Everyone has been asking how am i?

I am fine.

:O)

My baby ~~

Life is good.. Emitohfo

It's a sunny saturday.
Early in the morning, i cooked my favourite peanut porridge and went online to search my favourite article.
When my porridge is done, i had my first bowl of porridge.
I am ready for my second bowl of porridge, i stood up and scooped one ladder for myself.
Suddenly, my nerves strike me for one minute.
My bad is hurting like crazy.
I couldnt move for few minutes.
I laid down on the bed, asking help from sister.
She was so lovely, she prepared hot water, yoko yoko, food, backache pad for me.
I couldnt move, every move i intend to move, it hurt like hell.
My tears are dropping because i dont want to be useless and depend on other people.
I was thinking i worked for hard until today.
I know my mom/family will ask me to go home and get treatment and stay home.
Honestly, i dont want.. No.. Please.. Please give me more room to work it out.
I cant just give up because i cant move anymore.
I was just lying on the bed, with all those medicine on my body.
For few minutes, i just kept on crying because there are so many stories in my head.
I cant give up.. I have to walk.. i have to recover... there are so many things i need to do.
Please help me... that's what i was praying the whole night.
Later, i fall asleep.
This morning, i felt better, it tooks me 5 minutes to change, it tooks my 6 minutes to take off my clothes slowly.
Thanks GOd. i am getting better.
Ganbateh, i will work hard.
I will be fine.
Anyway, life is good. Please enjoy. Dont give up.

Milwaukee... here i come..

It's a sunny day.
I am enjoying the weekend without snow.
I love it.
Today, we are going to Milwaukee.

2008 Civic Sedan EX in Nighthawk Black Pearl

864-MRM

Wisconsin Plate

:O)

What can be worse than that..

Flooded apartment.
Sleepless night
Uncountable worries.

Feb 11, 2008

Reach in peace, Grandma

Emitohfo

With the advanced technology, my sister and i attended the funeral through webcam.

Mom set up a webcam for us in order to be part of the ceremony.

We are so near yet so far away.

Yummy Yummy

Hmm.. Hmm..

很好吃的蛋包饭

妹妹的爱心..

hmm.. hmm..

Snow storm.. run..

Next time ~~

hmm..
We always take things for granted.
We always said lets wait for the next time.
We always said lets see what will happen next time
We always said lets hope that for next time
We always said lets wish that for next time.
Who will know what will happen next minute~~~

Hmmmmmm

Hmm.. What do i need?
Hmm.. What do i want?
Hmm.. What do i wish?

Hug Hug Hug~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Ronan Keating - If tomorrow never comes

Hi

Knock Knock

How is everyone out there?
How are you?
you you you you you ......

Happy Happy !!!!

Hmm ....
The red car is so pretty..
The good new is fabalous
The holiday break is so seasonal.
The Christmas tree is so colorful.

I am wonderful.

Happy Holiday !!

Knock Knock
How is everyone out there?
It has been a long time i came here because my laptop crashed on me.
And, I have been busy working as well.
I am great. Just busy with lots of things.
I have a wonderful time when my 66 came over few weeks ago.
We had a great time.
I just felt like time has been flying without notices.
It's 2008.. in few weeks later

No matter what, today i am going to sleep without thinking about my work.
I am looking forward for my Chicago trip on Sunday.
I will be going to meet my 2 dear sor lou.
I miss them a lot.
It's good that having gathering like that.

Break ~~~~~~~~

Hmm.. Hmm.
I am looking forward for my Thanksgiving break next week.
I am going back to see my lovely sister and some friends.
And, my lovely Host parents and my lovely professor from my second home - Idaho.

Hmm.. after this..
It's time to plan my Christmas break ...

阴天.

今天, Confident level 是零.

Good Job, Celine

I never thought that i like to go to gym.
At least 40 minutes everyday.
These days, i felt like i have been changing a lot.
My life is so discipline and simple these days.
Gym, clubhouse, work, shopping, phone, online & myself.
hehe..
i enjoyed it.
I make it to what i promised myself.
I had proven that i can do it.
I had proven to them that nothing can stop me.
I had proven to them i am Celine Chang.
Well, somehow, i dont think i need to prove to anyone.
It just make myself happy because i fullfilled my goal.
It just take times.

666666

My apt number is 114 ..
1+1+4 = 6

My office number is 6316
6+3+1+6 = 16

My 66 said i cant leave without 6.

Yesterday, i was kind of moody.
I think i miss home.
And, i dont like to be alone.
The first time staying alone with a big apartment.
I have everything here. Very simplelife.
Just need some friends.
I am looking forward to see you all.
Haha..

我要...

我要...
享受生活所遇到的一切
好的或不好的 ...
我都要..
因为是过程..
也是人生..

我很享受, 因为我快乐 ~~

My new place in Wisconsin.

Very relax

Very comfortable.

Very cozy

i think you will like this place.

You're always welcome to my place.

WHY WHY WHY

Today, i was thinking.
Celine Chang.
Why you are so stubborn?
Why you choose this route?
Why you choose to come to usa?
Why you leave everyone behind?
Why you want to fly?
Why you are not strong enough?
Why you make so many peoples worried?
Why?
why?

Sor Po Day - August 17th on Every year

Today, at one time
i chatted with few people who are very important to me at one time.
My Sor po and Sor lou.
Thanks for sharing everything with me.
Thanks for listening to my stories as well.
I know our friendship is forever because we believed in it.
Life is good because we have each other around all the time.
And, Today is phoebe ng birthday..
Happy Birthday, Phoebe Ng.
My star.. All the best wishes..
And, the sor po came out with our SOR PO DAY..
August 17th.
Let's celebrate it.

New life.

I have been assigned to a new project in a new place.
Here, i am ..
i am in Wisconsin.
I moved to this place without knowing anyone.
I am starting everything from zero again.
Knowing new friends..
Knowing new places..
This time i am all alone again.
But, i am happy.
Nothing else to complain.
I am working myself toward my dreams.
Lots of thing happened these days..
No worries, everything is sweet 95%.. and sour for 5%..
Everything has to give credit to my 66.
And, today, while i am driving.
i can felt like i want to go home..
i really do.
Sorry for being so quiet these days.
Just busy.. and no matter what..
i still miss all you all.. and i always love you as my very close sor po and sor lou.
OK..
And, please take good care of yourself.

~~

Good luck, Celine Chang
祝福你..

发光的我.

我喜欢近来的 Celine Chang
是五颜六色的.
thanks for everything.

我的婆婆

希望, 婆婆不要再受病魔的折磨.
快快地好起来.
玮玮会回来看你.
天天我都为你祈祷.
天天我都为你吃素.
天天我都很担心你.
我只有一位婆婆,
希望你不要再受苦..
心很疼..
我爱你~~

Sept 20, 2007

I got a call from home.
Grandma admitted to hospital.
Let's pray ~~~~

Passion

I have the passion.
I have dreams.
Deep in my heart and thought.
I know i can do it
Good luck, Celine

My birthday celebration

Sept 14, Friday.
Today, my co-workers has a belated surprise birthday party for me.
I was totally shocked because i didnt expect that.
Everyone was there.. a bunch of friends and stranger in the house.
It make me felt like home. It also remind me of pocatello.
My lovely college life.
Whatever they do, every single things, it really make me felt like i am at home.
Thanks for everything. every wishes..
i really appreciated that.
i will miss everyone ...

站在原地..

今天, 真的感觉到..
你已经离开我的世界了..
没关系, 我会记得你的故事.
希望, 你也一样.

天空依然很蓝..

Happy Birthday, Celine ~~~

"Celine, Happy Birthday to you ".
I really enjoyed my birthday this year
I received lots of wishes, calls, and emails.
Nothing is more important than simple happiness.

And, Sept 10 is a free hug day as well.
Nothing is better than hugs..

Smile smile ~~

9.9.2007 之约.

This sunday.
I dated my phoebe, my mel mel and my jeannie to go out makan with me.
It's my birthday.. I want to be with u all.
Having all my sor po with me this day is the happiest thing in the world for me.

傻婆, 你们可不可以答应我..
好好地照顾自己.
好好地照顾大家.
好好地想念我.

我们的生活里,
永远永远都有我们四个傻婆..
我们的拥抱是无价, 无距离的..
我们的爱是无边无际的
我们的友情是无价之宝的

我很想念你们..
近来, 我改变了..
我有想回家的念头..
第一次认真思考过..
但是, 对不起, 不是现在..
我会回来的..
因为你们.. 你们有那力量把我改变..
所以, 在我还没回来的时候,
请你们大家, 好好照顾大家.
我们的友情是长长久久的..

Long weekend ~~~

Everyone is in the holiday mood.
It was a long weekend because on monday sept 3 is the labor day for USA.
Everyone is gone for the weekends.
HMm..
i will be gone next week too.
I really need to relax myself and have a peaceful birthday.

It was really nice because when i found out someone really care about yourself.
It's good ~~~

AUGUST 27TH 2007

The ATM Machine took away my debit visa card.
So, i have to apply for a new card which it is a tedious work.
I am going to be live on my credit card for these days.

I had a fight with BB for no reason.
Just felt like having a fight onces a while.

Finally, My cousin Oscar got his notice to become PR in australia.
He is getting married in Jan 2008 and prepare to leave next year with his honey.
And mom told me that uncle lawrence wishes all his kids are leaving malaysia for good.
Susan is getting married and planned to moved to England in October.
It make me wonder... is it that bad to stay in malaysia?
Why can't just give an opportunities to everyone?
Why...
Maybe that's life..

Bad friday ~~~ August 24 th

Hmm...
My left eye just swell today.
It looks really bad and ugly.
I just took a half day off and slept till this morning.
And, i am useless.
I make mama cried.
Mama, i will always take good care of myself.
And, i know home is the warmest place to stay.
:O)

8.22

Hmm.
It's a stressful day~~
i am trying..
i am glad because there are some good people around..
and there are some bad people around..
But, i miss my phoebe, my mel mel and my jeannie ya.
..
Phoebe Ng..... how was the wedding preparation?

自足其乐 ~~

很喜欢
每隔几天就打电话回家,
世界的另一个角落,
传来了家人和朋友们的声音和故事,
让我觉得很幸福..

虽然, 我并没有和每一位朋友聊天,
但是, 从其他人口中听到你们很好..
我也很满足了~~~

虽然, 有时侯, signal好像不清楚,
但是, 我还是可以感觉你们听到我的声音的喜悦,
我别无所求了~~~

虽然,是一封简短的sms,
我也很高兴 ~~~

Celine, 加油!! 很多人很期待你回家的一天.. ( i think)
我的傻婆和傻佬们, 让我再飞翔多一下..
别忘记我 ~~~

Encouragement ~~

Hmm~~
Last night, i received a call from mummy.
She is so lovely. She is always my mummy.
She always knows when i need encouragement and supports.
Eventhough, it's just a call.
Thanks for loving & caring me.
Thanks for calming me down with words and calls.

Noone will love me as the way you love me.
Thanks, i will be fine and be Celine Chang Ker Wei forever.

:O)

Bad ~~~

i didnt sleep well last night.
It was a sleep with dreams.
hmm..
worries dream.. and i know it is bad bad ~~~

吵架了 ~~

吵架了..
但是, 你认为我会在乎吗?
为什么呢!!!
因为不重要 ~~~

人呀!!! 好麻烦噢!!!

我的Thursday ~~

Today, i felt special because it's a good day.
and it's july 26, 2007.
i just like the day like that.. with my favourite number on it...
hehe...
and last night i dream about my thiam thiam become my classmates in chong hwa high school.
haha.. it was fun.. we had fun studying and others.
And, jeannie finally got her offer letter...
And, remus finished his small operation ...
And, john got his new job ...
And, susan got a date today ...
And, BB called me today ...

Everything happened on the special day ~~
i like it..

我的鱼鱼 ~~

My fishes.....

I love it because i want to be a fish..

July 20, 2007

MY star..
is still shinning with me..

I am sorry i didnt attend for the ROM.
I am sorry that i didnt able to call you at that time.

Love you forever, Phoebe

Ms Ng ~~

Ms Ng.. Ms Ng.
My star.. My shinning star.
Tomorrow you will be a different "Ms Ng"
As i said
i never never gonna to leave you as long as you want me to stay in your heart forever.
Because i can be pampered with your love and care forever.

I am always there
Always.

My Prince ~~

Goodbye, My Love

看一看..

雨天~~~ 我的雨天!!

赢得人心的一首歌唱~~~
和我的~~

My My..

Original :

楊宗瑋

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楊宗瑋+潘裕文–馬戲團.mp3 http://fjufirefox.googlepages.com/001.mp3

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楊宗緯–Love Story.mp3 http://fjufirefox.googlepages.com/010.mp3

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楊宗緯–再見我的愛人.mp3 http://fjufirefox.googlepages.com/018.mp3

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楊宗緯–我們小時候.mp3 http://fjufirefox.googlepages.com/021.mp3

楊宗緯–我可以抱你嗎.mp3 http://fjufirefox.googlepages.com/022.mp3

楊宗緯–我還能愛誰(2005彰師大校園歌唱比賽).mp3 http://fjufirefox.googlepages.com/023.mp3

楊宗緯–情人節快樂.mp3 http://fjufirefox.googlepages.com/024.mp3

楊宗緯–愛你等於愛自己.mp3 http://fjufirefox.googlepages.com/025.mp3

楊宗緯–握不住的他.mp3 http://fjufirefox.googlepages.com/026.mp3

楊宗緯–新不了情.mp3 http://fjufirefox.googlepages.com/027.mp3

楊宗緯–旋木.mp3 http://fjufirefox.googlepages.com/028.mp3

楊宗緯–明天見(2004彰師大校園民歌比賽).mp3 http://fjufirefox.googlepages.com/029.mp3

楊宗緯–祝我生日快樂.mp3 http://fjufirefox.googlepages.com/030.mp3

楊宗緯–聽說愛情回來過.mp3 http://fjufirefox.googlepages.com/031.mp3

楊宗緯–背叛(演出版).mp3 http://fjufirefox.googlepages.com/032.mp3

楊宗緯–讓每個人都心碎.mp3 http://fjufirefox.googlepages.com/033.mp3

It's touched Celine's heart.

Most of the time,
i am touched because someone did something.
i am touched because i watched a touching movie.
i am touched because something happened.

It's the first time, a singing contest..
a stranger who is so far away.
someone i dont know.. but, i claimed him belongs to heart.

the video i watched was a simple taiwanese video.
But, it touched my heart.

Please enjoy ~~
Celine liked his voice.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VHKOiW5LarI
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=deMs_RLzj5o (the first video touched my heart)

我的杨宗纬 :O)

今天, 就像以往地,
工作了, 回家, 煮饭, 洗澡, 上网,
无意中, 看见了一为男生..
他的样子很像my thiam thiam. 可能我想thiam thiam 了.
好奇地, google 了一下,
他的名子是杨宗纬, 你们认识他吗? 还是我是最后一为认识他的..
他是因为超級星光大道而更受瞩目的一位..
超級星光大道是一个歌唱比赛, 每一位都是为了自己的梦想,
为了从小到大的梦想而奋斗不息.
就是要那起那个勇气..


去youtube. google. yahoo, 查看他的一却, video, 比赛, 音乐,
甚至是他为了梦想而隐瞒他的年龄事件

他样子很平凡但是他的歌声很有感情,我喜欢的.
杨宗纬, 在短短的几秒了,
我把他住进我的心里了,
很奇怪, 通常我不会那么快地,
可能是因为他的两个video弄哭了我.
可能是因为他的歌...
可能是因为我们的名子都是"wei"吧!


我说过我不哭了.
但是我的杨宗纬,我找到了你的歌.
可以再让我撑下去的歌声了.


p/s: aiya....somehow it totaly broke my resolution plan.. but it's ok.. anything for him
and i will post all his song and video and share which 2 video just make my tears drop
because he sounded so sad.

Celine's Resolution Plan

Seem like everyone has a resolution plan every year either the begin or end of the years.
A resolution plan is for a better fresh start.
Well, i had my resolution plan few weeks ago.
And, i am doing it great.
I have few major things i want to start with in my resolution plans.
1. i reset all my password for all of them. ( all account... every single one..)
2. i start medicatation from heart.
3. i need a break from listening to song (especially song that touch my heart).
4. i learn not to attach to others.
5. i deleted my past officially.
6. i become .......... gradually.
7. i am not attached to my phone, cyber and be real in life.
I CAN DO IT.~~~

Afternoon Treat

It was a good treat.

Thanks for calming my nerve down.

Thanks ~~~

July 9th , 2007

My hearty breakfast.

One is for me..

One is for you..

:O)