I am really sick

I need to take care of myself . I need to . :) Noone is there to take care of me now . 

36 minutes vs YOU

After so many months , finally I called. I was panic and not sure what to do at that moment . I realized other than YOU , till today I don't have anyone here to talk to when I am in need of help . All this time , I handled it through myself alone and never want to share when I struggle . This time , I really couldn't handle it by myself . 

I looked at the phone and waited for a while still deciding to call . Finally , I called . I couldn't hold my tears when I hear your voice . 

Me vs Needles :)

Who will win ? hehe 

...

Last tear drops for you .. It was a song I love last year . So true ... 

Volunteered at Silicon Valley Duck race festival . Quackssss :)

记忆。。

电影说：＂慢慢地我会忘记他，但是真的很慢像是蜗牛一样。" 我偷笑了一下。。

if I can , I want to be a tigress as usual . :) 

Wei Wei , Don't be scare

I missed the way how my family called me wei wei . That's a lovely note from dad after I shared how frustrated and stress I was . 

I can't wait to see them . :) 

Peanut Butter pleasure

Hmmmmmmmmmm
Yummy :) 

I don't care about the world will fail .. or my deliverable is due .. 
I don't care at this moment .. ;) 

Yes ... I ate too much ..

These are all my home comfort food . I felt great after these food . :)

:(

 crashed today as I was very overwhelm with all the works I need to do with the limited time . And people is asking for details and mean .   And I weep and  I am glad no one is at office .  Stupid work .. 

Cute icons

It has been a while I didn't use these icons from my phone .. 

It was a long time ago.  it was how I communicate last time .. But it was no longer the same anymore. . 

Get well soon Celine

I am going to bed at 8pm today ... Super tired and weak . When can I get well soon ..:(

This is the one - Love

This is the ring design which I wanted . Just a diamond and it will be perfect .. 

;) Unique and so Celine ...

Don't ..

Celine .. don't cry .. 
Celine .. don't think about SSCC 

I am sick and stressed

After seeing your missed call , I really missed someone with me who can take care of me when I am sick .  Yes , I will not denied that i missed YOU so much for having someone i trusted to support me . 
But it was no longer the case now . YOU betray the trust .  
 I am super stressed and busy now with my new project . Work is very busy and stressful for me . I am fighting everyday as usual . 

I came home at 7:30 .. I am very exhausted. 

Please let me have a good sleep without any dreams today . 

Accidentally Missed call from YOU

I saw a missed call from YOU last night at 1:40am . It was a FaceTime this time . I think it was a mistake . I don't think YOU would think to call me at that time . 

As of now , I want to tell myself it is a mistake or YOU accidentally pressed the wrong button . 

Yes .. Celine .. Stick with this fact . There is no why.. Just let it be . 

Double pleasures :)

Double shots mocha .. 

June 6

My favorite number is 6 .. I love this day June 6 .. :) 

Many good memories with 6 .. 

Celine is fighting ..

These are the few medicines I have been taking while fighting my flu, cold , cough , and sore throat . 

Many time I am holding the phone and saw the number I wanted to call . i am such a big baby when I am sick and need a lot of care and love . 

But , YOU no longer care about my health .. 

Little blue flower ..

I went to my regular acupuncture today . My Chinese doctor poked me few needles here and there. This time he poked me 3 tiny needles at my forehead . And few super giant needles on my hand . It is super scary .. 

But I felt much more better now . Get well soon , Celine . 

I noticed you have been sick easily these days .  I miss the way YOU took care of me in everything. 

Simple Fact :)

Sick and flu again ..

I am down with flu again .. Why am I so weak lately ? I need a huggy .. 

Huggy huggy :) 

Finally , I got my baby :)

Life is colorful with you .. 

I am loving it .. 

I can't wait for my baby ...

:) 

My love . My sunshine . :)

A moment in life :)

Take a moment to love ... Take a moment to cry ... Take a moment to live ... Take a moment to feel ... and enjoy your life .. Don't ask why ;) 

YOU are a big fat liar , SS

These days , I can't stop thinking how can someone i trusted so much is the one who lied to me the most ... 

I wonder how long have YOU been lying and planned your lies from me . I felt YOU are really cruel and heartless . YOU are very selfish toward yourself. 

Have YOU ever felt guilty ? I guess not .. or maybe you think is reasonable to be selfish .. 

I am super tired

zZZZZzzzzzzzz :) 

Huggy huggy Celine 

Work Work Work

I am a workaholic on Holiday ... 

I think I can handle it ... :) little by little . 

Happy Birthday , Kyle :)

I see myself in forgetting YOU

醉后决定爱上你.. this drama just like my story . I see how she go through the moment . I see myself but I am lucky that I don't have someone around to support me and hold me to be strong . I fight alone on how to FORMAT YOU in the past few months . I really like this drama because it make me stronger and stronger .  I am so proud of myself for all the ups and downs. like the movie said , YOU doesn't have the right to control my future , if YOU broke my heart and trust . Please go away .

把幸福接给我... I am waiting for you ... 

My pleasure time

The first time after many months that I slept in on Saturday this morning  .. I cancelled my volunteer works and enjoy my time alone .. House is quiet and I found my peace ... love it 

My favorite

:) Mushroom soup ... 

Sweet Dream , Celine

Have a wonderful dream .. ;) I like the hugs .. 

Thursday Nightout

:) love it 

Sister is safe

I love my sisters too much .. More than words ... 

I love them a lot .. ;) I can't wait to see them in August . 

Please be safe , my love

Sister left me a text and email saying that she is in Tornado zone and need to go basement shelter .. I have been trying to reach her but no response ..

Please Please ... Please 

After all ...

The first time , I am thinking to leave USA... I don't mind leaving this place now .

Let's see it goes with my destiny with USA .. 

Happy Birthday , Dad

I love and miss you here . 

I can't wait to see you soon ... :) 

It's Complicated

I think it is a LOVE and HATE relationship I have with YOU . That's why is so hard on myself every time .  

It is hard .. and I am so stubborn 
. .... ... .... .... 

Hi, How are you ? SSCC

These words I can say it easily to people around me or even a stranger on the street. I can hug a stranger in the street without any fear . I can have the biggest heart to help people around me with warmest hugs  . 

But ,I fear to ask YOU this question . I refused to  smile and be friendly at YOU . I think because YOU had lied and broke the trust . It is hard to forgive a friend than a enemy . I do hate YOU a lot . 

3 little secret words

I miss you... 

It is a simple three little words .. 
It is so simple and innocent . But , reality is cruel and heartless . 

Celine's Paradise

Volunteered at A La Carte & Art Festival at Mountain View

I had so much fun pouring wine today ... :) 

A lovely day with good energy .. But I am super tired today ..