I am addicted to Green Tea Latte with Faith :)

Everyone has their own way to deal with panic , worries ... I guess that's part of suffering .. Or the problem created by human kind .. 

Today , I saw the panic button when my monkey mind repeatedly thinking about one question. - My future and faith ... 

Seeing my friends like myself going through the same complicated visa processes .. I started to question whether it worth all the stress and unnesseary worries we created ourselves . 

When I heard all the stories and doubts , who has the answer . If we said God has the destiny or his own plan , why gave his kids all the suffer and worries . What have we done wrong or not per Good Standard . It there a checklist we got to follow ... 

Show us the list , or show us the path instead of all these lessons we are forced to learn .. 

Another saying , who knows whats going to happen in the next
minutes .. All I am enjoying right now is a super high dose of matcha green tea latte at Starbucks .. 

I am loving it .. That's how I deal with my own stress ...