Sorry Anon .. I have been trying .. :(

Sorry Anon .. I know you are not the only one who I have disappointed till today . Friends have been telling me the same thing you mentioned . Everyone around me ask me to forget about him ... bla bla bla ...  that's another reason I stopped sharing with my friends or even my family about "YOU" in my life. My blog is the only place where I can totally express my thought and feeling freely without any judgement from others.

Trust me .. I have tried my best . I am not a computer which I can just delete my memories and love about him . I am not a heartless person like "YOU"  who are cruel. I know he doesn't deserved it and it was a past .  I know I trusted and loved the wrong man.  Personally, I totally understand all the theories and concept ..  He was a jerk and doesn't care about me anymore now . I totally understand it . No one need to remind me over and over again . 

The only thing i want to do is stop lying to myself . He does came to my mind once a while . I still cried when I talked about him deeply with 007 . I promised myself I will try again , Anon .  I dont want to disappoint people who care about me.

I want a happy life too . :) Smile smile and huggy huggy .. 

Please hang tight with me..