I can't wait for summer ~~~

Summer time..

i am waiting for it.

Hmm..
老天爷,我再怎么努力还是一样..
真的很失望..
我的毅力越来越弱了..
难道,我的努力和牺牲, 真的没用吗?
但是,我还有一次机会..
请老天爷,给我一点希望....
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Deep thought~~~

Peaceful mind ~~~~

Wonderful ~~`

Everyone has been asking how am i?

I am fine.

:O)

My baby ~~

Life is good.. Emitohfo

It's a sunny saturday.
Early in the morning, i cooked my favourite peanut porridge and went online to search my favourite article.
When my porridge is done, i had my first bowl of porridge.
I am ready for my second bowl of porridge, i stood up and scooped one ladder for myself.
Suddenly, my nerves strike me for one minute.
My bad is hurting like crazy.
I couldnt move for few minutes.
I laid down on the bed, asking help from sister.
She was so lovely, she prepared hot water, yoko yoko, food, backache pad for me.
I couldnt move, every move i intend to move, it hurt like hell.
My tears are dropping because i dont want to be useless and depend on other people.
I was thinking i worked for hard until today.
I know my mom/family will ask me to go home and get treatment and stay home.
Honestly, i dont want.. No.. Please.. Please give me more room to work it out.
I cant just give up because i cant move anymore.
I was just lying on the bed, with all those medicine on my body.
For few minutes, i just kept on crying because there are so many stories in my head.
I cant give up.. I have to walk.. i have to recover... there are so many things i need to do.
Please help me... that's what i was praying the whole night.
Later, i fall asleep.
This morning, i felt better, it tooks me 5 minutes to change, it tooks my 6 minutes to take off my clothes slowly.
Thanks GOd. i am getting better.
Ganbateh, i will work hard.
I will be fine.
Anyway, life is good. Please enjoy. Dont give up.