365 days ago

I woke up from a cruel lie .. At once , I thought it was a future which I look forward to . But it was just a dream which never come true . 

A day which you can see through a person .. 

I remembered that day I was crying the whole night and I couldn't stopped crying ..  I remembered the room was dark but I was recalling all the memories .. 

Why ? I wanted to ask the question why .. Why you didn't fight for me enough  and settle for a lie? Why did you hide from me ? 

Goodnight , Celine ... Hugs Hugs. 

August 1, 2011

A day .. a speechless day 

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Celine .. Take care of your heart and soul . 

Volunteered at Stern Grove Festival with SF Ballet ..

We helped in collecting donation for the Groove . It was very pretty . A fabulous show .. I love it .. ;) 

San francisco is different from San Jose .. 

I will be back one day .. :) 

My life Saver - Evan from US Tow truck service .

:) My battery went dead today I think I accidentally left my headlight on and went for a movie with John today . 

It was the same tow truck driver from last week for my flat tire. Mr Evan is my life saver. 

I am glad he was there . And I am glad I handle it calmly and John was there . 

Goodnight .. Tomorrow will be a better day . 

Crazy Stupid Love Movie

Yes , YOU didn't fight for me it tell me that I am not the one you love . 

I liked this movie a lot . where is my soulmate ?? 

Yes , Celine .. He is still a liar and a jerk in your life . 

Keep your fingers crossed for me too ..

Huggy huggy :) 

My favorite ..

Thanks for being there with me ... 

Let's walk the path with me ~~~ 

Tired and Stressed

:( .. my eye is getting worst .. 

Yummy Green tea cupcake :)

My first flat tire day :)

My life safer .. This place is awesome . It cost me $10 only for fixing the flat tire . :) Hmm my baby car .. 

:) 

I am mentally free for few months

:)  I don't need to bug a person which I don't want to talk to for few months . 

Celine , please recover soon . 

Unproductive vs YOU

Some people just like to ignore you especially when they know you will be ignored by that . Or when they clearly know that it is important to you . 

I don't understand why YOU are being so unproductive in work . What is so hard to file few applications ? 

What is so hard about those applications ?  What is so difficult and the constant delay is something annoyed me because this is not acceptable I guess everyone has different standard toward work and life . 

A cheater and liar .. What do I expect from that ? I think I still have my high expectation. It is really unproductive .. and totally unacceptable . 

Flowers for Celine

:) Lovely lovely day ... 

Joining a new team .. One Brick ..

Memories

"Yesterday is history. Tomorrow is a mystery. But Today is a "gift" that's why we call it the "present." 

Doctor Appointment .. :)

Volunteered at Food Packing

Late night coffee

Yes. .. Few more days . 

Volunteered at Christmas in July Festival ..

Hmm .. This reminds me of Catering life I had before .. :) 

Miss the old good times .. 

I don't like needles ..

Nurse always having hard time to draw my blood .. :( 

Friday night at Santana Row ..

My favorite watermelon juice

hehe .. no sharing please .. 

Burned Out

I can't handle the stress and I cried .. ;) 

What else can I say ~~

I left work early today and went to have a spa night with my girlfriend .. 

What else I can say when I was being pampered .. ? 

:) Love my nails .. 

407 unread emails after a week off

Yes , those are the emails which are waiting for me to reply , catch up , and understand . After one week vocation , some of the works are still remain the same . 

:)  Emitohfo ~~ Give me strength .. 

Sweet golden advises from M

Early in the morning , my employer pinged me and asked how am I . That's so sweet . I didn't expect him to do that . 

I guess he noticed that I was really stressed when I told him in the office that day . He joked and said he sounds like 60 years old man trying to advise me . 

I really appreciated that and shocked he was concerned and trying to cheer me up . 

Thanks , my boss . You have gave me a lot of opportunity . 

One week vocation is not enough

I am stressed again .. first one in .. last one out .. and still have a lot of pending work .. 

:( Do I really want this job ? 

A dream of SSCC

I had a dream that you wanted me to change my time so you can give me some surprise .. 

It was a dream ~~ 

Me vs Needles :)

Hmm .. Doctor said I am getting better .. 

I tried American doctor and chinese doctor ;) .. 

American doctor like to give me medicine . Chinese doctor like to give me needles . hehehe :) 

Volunteered at Operation Care and Comfort ;)

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