Celine at Oakland

I am super duper happy .. I found my secret place ... ;) I LOVE this place .. I love it .. I love it ........ 

And I love it how you gave me the sunflowers .. 

Rolling Dunes at Oakland

I love this small little place ... I think I fall in love with it ... 

I love the freedom here ... I had so much fun today at Oakland . 

Volunteered at Sunnyvale 5k marathon

The kids are fabulous . They are awesome . I had so much fun with them and I liked the little girl who came and give me flowers . 

This remind me of the little girl YOU saw in your temple one day . When a little girl came to you when you are asking for help on my case . That's how I felt .. The yellow flower warmth my heart . 

SSCC

Today , April 29 , 2011 This is what I want to say ..  "YOU can't love and care about me as Celine anymore , let me go because this will help me because I still do . 
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So many words left unspoken…
So many thoughts left unsaid…"

Are you my friend ?

We have known each other by chance ,became friends by choice , still friends by decision . When you said friends forever , that's definitely lifetime promise !!! 

How are you , My friends ? It has been a while I talk to you .... 

忘不了的人

一位朋友对我说：＂你恨他，可是你却忘不了他。我们都忘不了不该忘的人。不该忘的人就是，无论你快乐或是不快乐，无论是愤怒还是悲伤，他已经变成你生命最重要的人。" 

Is that true ? I realized that YOU had disappeared and lost in the real world . What is still inside the heart ? 

I loved the movie - Soul Surfer

I enjoyed the movie last night .As it said , it's only the beginning ... Life is wonderful . 

I smiled . Everyone should go and watch this movie . Especially YOU , I know YOU will love it as I do . :) 

Shopping Time :)

Cute Night :)

the last time I came to Cupertino was last year .. 

One Day .. I will have this for my house ..

So unique .. Each of them like a good piece of art .. 

Volunteered at Spring In Gaudalupe Garden

I hop and hop and hop .. Why am I so happy today ? I guess I admitted  what is in my heart. 

Hop happily like a bunny .. Am I a tigeress or a bunny ? Lol :) 

Failure is not an option :)

It said it well .. Go go go Celine
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I like this statement because i think we shouldnt blame it on fate if even ourselves didnt try and fight for what we want.. YOU GAVE UP ON what you love... I was disappointed.

I still have this question in my mind all the time till today. ... Have YOU ever loved me ? In Reality, your actions proved that YOU dont love me because you made a choice in life. YOU settled for less. But, you told me YOU love me and it wasnt your choice. I was mad at YOU because you lied to me. YOU make me believe that YOU love me. I believed and trusted you... Have you ever know that how hurt i was?

Deep in my heart, i rather you tell me that you dont love me at all. Then i would feel much more better ~~ Why YOU make me believe into your lies?

In your emails, YOU mentioned that you're a failure. I wanted to tell YOU that, YOU are not a failure in my heart. YOU were not honest with your heart and was wearing a mask over your trueself.

When you miss me , look at the sky ~~

I am so stupid

I accidentally clicked on the send button on this Thank You email to SS...
And I sent out something I should not say ... I wish I can re-do it again ...
Arrrr .. See .... :(

I felt good that i admitted what is in my heart and mind. ....... And, no expectation because i know he will not do anything at all.

He will not do it last time, and he will never ever do it now as well..

YOU in reality

Finally, I met YOU after 6 months for business reason . Today , you are wearing my favorite red polo and watch today . I didn't expect you would wear those things I bought. 

There was a grey area which I can't reach anymore . I stepped back and turn away . 

I learned this statement "Failure is not an option". 

Are you ready to face YOU , Celine ?

The day has arrived .. Are you ready ? - April 22, 2011
You can do it .. Control your heart ~~ 

A sunny Thursday :)

Sitting at the same Starbucks ... Enjoying the black tea lemonade and reading a book .. 

YES!! I feel it ~~ 

Yes !! Cooking Demo Class ..

Sharing what I read today :) - Random Acts Of Kindness

I enjoyed this book. it feed my soul with peace . :)