A moment in life :)

Take a moment to love ... Take a moment to cry ... Take a moment to live ... Take a moment to feel ... and enjoy your life .. Don't ask why ;) 

YOU are a big fat liar , SS

These days , I can't stop thinking how can someone i trusted so much is the one who lied to me the most ... 

I wonder how long have YOU been lying and planned your lies from me . I felt YOU are really cruel and heartless . YOU are very selfish toward yourself. 

Have YOU ever felt guilty ? I guess not .. or maybe you think is reasonable to be selfish .. 

I am super tired

zZZZZzzzzzzzz :) 

Huggy huggy Celine 

Work Work Work

I am a workaholic on Holiday ... 

I think I can handle it ... :) little by little . 

Happy Birthday , Kyle :)

I see myself in forgetting YOU

醉后决定爱上你.. this drama just like my story . I see how she go through the moment . I see myself but I am lucky that I don't have someone around to support me and hold me to be strong . I fight alone on how to FORMAT YOU in the past few months . I really like this drama because it make me stronger and stronger .  I am so proud of myself for all the ups and downs. like the movie said , YOU doesn't have the right to control my future , if YOU broke my heart and trust . Please go away .

把幸福接给我... I am waiting for you ... 

My pleasure time

The first time after many months that I slept in on Saturday this morning  .. I cancelled my volunteer works and enjoy my time alone .. House is quiet and I found my peace ... love it 

My favorite

:) Mushroom soup ... 

Sweet Dream , Celine

Have a wonderful dream .. ;) I like the hugs .. 

Thursday Nightout

:) love it 

Sister is safe

I love my sisters too much .. More than words ... 

I love them a lot .. ;) I can't wait to see them in August . 

Please be safe , my love

Sister left me a text and email saying that she is in Tornado zone and need to go basement shelter .. I have been trying to reach her but no response ..

Please Please ... Please 

After all ...

The first time , I am thinking to leave USA... I don't mind leaving this place now .

Let's see it goes with my destiny with USA .. 

Happy Birthday , Dad

I love and miss you here . 

I can't wait to see you soon ... :) 

It's Complicated

I think it is a LOVE and HATE relationship I have with YOU . That's why is so hard on myself every time .  

It is hard .. and I am so stubborn 
. .... ... .... .... 

Hi, How are you ? SSCC

These words I can say it easily to people around me or even a stranger on the street. I can hug a stranger in the street without any fear . I can have the biggest heart to help people around me with warmest hugs  . 

But ,I fear to ask YOU this question . I refused to  smile and be friendly at YOU . I think because YOU had lied and broke the trust . It is hard to forgive a friend than a enemy . I do hate YOU a lot . 

3 little secret words

I miss you... 

It is a simple three little words .. 
It is so simple and innocent . But , reality is cruel and heartless . 

Celine's Paradise

Volunteered at A La Carte & Art Festival at Mountain View

I had so much fun pouring wine today ... :) 

A lovely day with good energy .. But I am super tired today .. 

Simple pleasure with delicious dessert from Paris Baguette ...

I fall in love with this .. 

A quiet and simple night

I had the best sushi today ... I really enjoyed it .. ;) 

I am ready for weekend .. 

HELP SSCC

Please don't attack me with emails , calls , and texts . I saw the incoming calls with YOU and I am asking myself over and over again should I pick it up . No , I didn't .. I don't know how can I talk to YOU anymore... 
YOU request me to call , text, and meet you ... Deep in my heart , I really want to because I do need a friend now . :( 

But I didn't ...  I couldn't accept YOU are being so cruel , heartless and all the lies .  

I am feeling a little better

I went to get my favorite breakfast - Jamba Juice :) 

Celine's secret place

Me . Myself . Celine . 

And mocha with music :) 

Work Work Work

W.O.R.K

I think that's true ...

Facing the truth is much more easier than running away from it .. So much energy is wasted to run away .
The truth of SSCC is all lies ... I guess :)
Things can changed of a blink of an eye ... It changed the trust on August 1, 2010 . 

Get well soon

Am I ready to run ?  :) 

I can't run

But I can walk baby step ... 

Not sure why it hurt , but it does hurt like crazy ... :( 

Rainy Nights - SSCC

I can hear the raindrops tonight . We used to say :" a glass of wine , a kiss from YOU , a hug to warm each other up" ..... 

I miss the rainy moments . Goodnight Celine. I really need to take some rest . I am exhausted today and still being sick :( . 

Please get well soon . Ganbateh !!!  

Volunteered Bay to Breakers - May 14, 2011

I am glad I came to San Francisco . It was a great time I spent with wonderful people . 

Send me the good energy .. 

Play. Love . Eat . Feel it ~~~

Celine .. go for it ~~ 

I give myself a big hug as everyone said I have a warm hug . :) And I love giving hugs to people I care. 

Volunteered at Hats and Heart Gala - May 13,2011

It was an eye opener for me to see so many generous people donated monies in this auction .  God Bless to those good hearted person .. :) 

Once upon a time ~~

April 13 , 2011 .. Time flies ... is already one month ago ... 

August 1, 2010 .. I hate this day very much .. I hate it to the bottom of my heart ..  Because I hate all the lies and dishonest from a person I trusted the most .

Sick

Celine , please get well soon :) 

I had a dream

A dream with YOU in it that calmed me down ... I felt so relaxed with your presence... YOU do came to my mind when I reached my peak at my stress level .. 

I am stressed

I have been voted to be in charge of a new complicated project . :( 

I am flattered .. n stressed at this moment . 

From the top ... to bottom of my heart

Good music ... Good feeling ... Touched the heart ... 

A lady was singing a song with saxophone --  "Let Go"  ... Yes , Celine you can let go now . Why are you holding back of YOU ?