Are you ready for tomorrow ?

Yes , it will be another challenges for me for 2 hours . Stay strong , Celine . 

Go fight the fear. Yes , you don't have the trust again . 

are you ready ?

You did well , Celine

I did it . I presented whatever I have for a project . I am ready to leave anytime soon . :) 

Celine's spirit

If you ever find a keychain with my name , please let me know . 

Is rare to find it ~~ :) 

Old memories

I found this while I am cleaning my room. 

It was a memory . And I put those in a box to forget about it . 

Doctor love Celine

Laughter Yoga with Patrick Welage 2pm :)

I attended this today . It was fabulous . I never thought I could laughed till I cried . I felt great . It was a good laugh . 

Volunteered at Relay for Life at Fremont

It was a meaningful night when I see how families, friends , strangers are fighting together toward cancer . I am so touched when I see them . 

I stayed back and walked few laps in the memory of all the love one , everyone . 

There is hope , fight back :) I felt great . 

Volunteered at Festival in the park ;)

It's super sunny today . I took some good awesome picture from my camera . ;) Love it .. 

See through the color with my eyes ..

:) I can't see but I can still paint now .. 

I want the sparkling moon and night are always in my mind :) 

Color Me Mine :)

......... :) 

I love my moon .. :) I can't wait for the finish product . 

Hearty Breakfast v.s Me

Yes , mom requesting me to make the beet root juice . This time I put in lots of strawberries . :)  I think I can handle that . 

1 feet distance

It was red ... few steps distance away . When YOU asked that question, I told myself that I can't make the same mistake again . I control till the minute I turned my back  against YOU and left the office.  My tears just dropped . I want to tell and share that I am not feeling well . I am not . I missed someone there to support me . But , i can't .. 

I left and drover away . 

I love it ;)

I have been having these for few days . 

Fan Fan Fan

It will be my third summer here at California . It was a memories for many years. ;) Celine , please do not lose your mind over this heat . 

YOU doesn't worth it at all . The risk is too high . Doesn't worth it at all .. 

Savinder Juneja

2011.. It is June .. July and August coming soon . When I think about these 3 months , I had so much disappointment and lies when I recalled .  You are a heartless coward and liar in life . 

I wonder why heartless people always have a good life . Where is all the bad karma ? Why bad people will always get trusted ?  

A man who is dishonest, we called them a selfish coward. 
A man who is a coward and afraid of the fact , we called them a loser . 
A man who lied is hopeless . 

Celine v.s Kara Cupcake

Hmm .. thanks for your sweet care .. Huggy Huggu :) 

Celine v.s Power juicer

Finally, I can make my juice now .. Yummy .. 

But , I am having some trouble with Beet juice . The earthy taste is very challenging . :( I will try .. 

I love doctors ... :)

Smile Smile Smile .. :) 

MR doctor said ... Don't cry ..

I went to my acupuncture doctor today. I told him what happened and he disagreed with the western doctors and diagnosis . he said it could be because I cried a lot . I think he was right . 

I had cried over YOU for a while . It is time to stop as well . :)  YOU don't deserve it . 

Gokaku Japanese Tapa Restaurant :)

 Chef made this special as per my request - Tropical Salmon . Very good :) 

I had a great time yesterday . Yummy and good time with good accompany . 

Sweat time with Almaden Yoga classes

Finally , I have to use my groupon before August . It was a great deal . 

I love it . And I love the sweat too . Hehe :) 

I still can bowl :)

Yes ... It's sparkling :) 

Volunteered a Second Harvest Food Bank

Hmm ... No pic today because I didn't bring my phone . 

I had so much fun today . I laughed a lot today . It is really good to hang out with good hearted people . :) 

A relax Friday ..

I had a stressful morning . After 3 , I left and went for a pure relaxation massage from BW. :) 

I felt so great . An I looked so fresh too . :) Sparkling .... 

Celine , smile . Everyone missed your smile and worried about you . :) 

I might quit my job and YOU

Just a thought , I might have to quit this job and go to a better work environment . 

 I think after I called YOU that day. YOU sent me an email and ask me how is everything . I am debating should I tell you .  I know if I do , I will become the old Celine who rely and trust on YOU again when I really need help and care.

But , sadly whenever I think about emergency , I still have your name and phone number written . 

That's too ironic . :)   

A fighter or loser .

A friend told me that I have my ego came in front of my health . I want to prove that I am capable and smart . But I ignore my health . People around me are worried . So do I , I worried and can't hold my tears of fear. 

And I asked who did I want to prove to ?

My parent and family always support me. I think the only one I want to prove to is YOU. 

Doctor visit ....

I took a day off which I really needed . It was a stress reliever that I didnt think about work . 

I spent the whole day with 3 doctors today . Doctor asked me :" Did you come along today ?" I replied :"Yes". He said is ok . You are tough . :) 

Don't cry Celine . You will get well soon . :)