Volunteered Bay to Breakers - May 14, 2011

I am glad I came to San Francisco . It was a great time I spent with wonderful people . 

Send me the good energy .. 

Play. Love . Eat . Feel it ~~~

Celine .. go for it ~~ 

I give myself a big hug as everyone said I have a warm hug . :) And I love giving hugs to people I care. 

Volunteered at Hats and Heart Gala - May 13,2011

It was an eye opener for me to see so many generous people donated monies in this auction .  God Bless to those good hearted person .. :) 

Once upon a time ~~

April 13 , 2011 .. Time flies ... is already one month ago ... 

August 1, 2010 .. I hate this day very much .. I hate it to the bottom of my heart ..  Because I hate all the lies and dishonest from a person I trusted the most .

Sick

Celine , please get well soon :) 

I had a dream

A dream with YOU in it that calmed me down ... I felt so relaxed with your presence... YOU do came to my mind when I reached my peak at my stress level .. 

I am stressed

I have been voted to be in charge of a new complicated project . :( 

I am flattered .. n stressed at this moment . 

From the top ... to bottom of my heart

Good music ... Good feeling ... Touched the heart ... 

A lady was singing a song with saxophone --  "Let Go"  ... Yes , Celine you can let go now . Why are you holding back of YOU ?  

Celine at Cafe Trieste

Just need one cup of cappuccino .. :) 

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Exactly ...

This is complicated and messy .  What do I want ? 

No more lies

It is hard to gain back trusts which you have lost ... 

Trust is not a gift .. Is the matter of trying .. 

Volunteered at Willow Glen 5k - May 7, 2011

The Truth

Saw this line in an old movie - " The truth sets you free " .. 

The truth is not always a good new but at least we deserved to know it . 

All I have was lies ... And I believed in those lies YOU said .. 

Celine's secret place

I came to my secret place whenever YOU came into my mind . It is a little secret place where i can calm my mind and be true about myself or my feeling .Noone will ask me any  questions , noone will remind me how bad YOU were .  It was so peaceful there with breeze , sunset , and my memories of YOU . The first time I came here was your birthday .. I sang a happy birthday song for you but you will not hear it anymore. 

I fall in love with this secret place for my heart . I captured these moments  in my heart .  

Celine's Home Alone version

Headache and puffy eyes for the day .. I guess the last time I have the house all by myself was Sept 2010 . That's the first time YOU came over to my place . 

It was so quiet last night just me and the house ... YOU came into my thought and  I couldn't control my tears .. 

My headache is killing me ... 

My secret place

Tears will leave a mark ... The pain stay forever .. 

She took a year of love to plant this ..

I was amazed . She took a year to plant this for me . I  felt lucky that I was pampered . :) 

Thanks for the love. 

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Headache + Sick = Celine

Did you know that ?

It Hurt even more when you tried to forget ? SSCC 

Volunteered at Child advocates

Handmade by Celine for mom and dad :)

I am surprised I am able to do this ...

It was so fun ~~~