1 Messed up Day - December 22, 2010

I cancelled my flight to Indianapolis which I supposed to leave tonight at 7pm. This is the first flight ever in my life which I have not even brought out my luggage for a trip. I am not ready for a trip. And, the 2010 year has been very harsh on me. Please give me some good time. God.. if you listen to me.. Please dont be too harsh on me.

And, I also gave a hard time to this gentleman who is trying his best to be around me. Sorry.. I am not ready.

I felt kind of weird and sad yesterday. I think I have lost my mind because I know that he is coming back today. Yes.. YOU are back... YOU are back with shame and disrespect from me.

I thought I could handle YOU better than I thought. I guess I was wrong.

I am wondering, how did you handle ME in your world? I guess you're perfectly fine because you are so heartless and selfish.