1 Visit to Office today

I thought i will be perfectly fine and i can handle it when i go to office.

When i am driving i almost hit a car. When i am driving, my mind was blank.

When i reached the office, i was sitting in the car. My mind was blank.

I waited for few minutes and took out the two gifts which i have prepared.

I walked up the stairs... 1,2,3,4,5,6..... steps..

My heart is beating very fast and it hurt very deeply.

I can't hold my tears... I cant..

Why do i need to face this again? Can i just forget about everything and leave everything behind like i have planned? I want to run away like YOU. Run Celine Run...

But, i quickly pull myself together, i stepped into the office and saw that there are many packages which you have ordered in the office especially when you are abroad.

You're still the same. It seemed like nothing has changed in your life.

You just run away and erased everything .

It is just like nothing happened and forgot about it completely.
How can someone be so heartless?

Why me?