Celine is on the ' work politic' chopping board

Few people asked me why did i leave my old team. There are many reasons, one of the reason was i dont want to work with people who is there to always reminds me of YOU.

When someone approached me the opportunity in Oct, i just took it without even thinking about it because i know if i continue to stay in the same team. The people around me will always helped me to reminds YOU in my life. I hate it. And... In additional, the new team offered me way way way more $$$ than what i am earning right now.

A job with higher pay, A job which can helped me to stay away from YOU are something which i really needed in 2011. Without any hestitation, i just left the old team.

After taking over this job, nothing has been easy on me. It's a tough high pay job which i ever asked for. I never never expect that i could earn that much in a month or in a year. Maybe that's what i callled it that it will be my GOLDEN year.

The job has been very challenging. But, i am taking it as it come to me everyday. Today, finally, i am on the work politic chopping board that people are saying that i am not doing a good job because of lack of knowledge. It has been very frasturating because i am not very familiar with the subject yet. And, i have so much to learn in so limited time.  Luckly, my bosses are very supportive.

But.......... Celine, you really need to master your new job to keep earning the big $$ which you deserved.

WIth the overwhelm stress i had everyday and the hatred from YOU, i always asked myself...

Celine.. do you want an easy life, ok $, free time or a busy life, lots of $$$, and super busy life..

I think i want a super busy life with lots of $$$ for now.

I felt alive when i am that way. Anyway, Celine is a fighter..

:)