Thanks a lot, Anon Stranger

Honest opinion from Anon

I love my car... My car is my safest home. I felt safe when i am inside my black honda. :)

I had a very long day at work because of my BRD cross track review with different stakholders today.

We just finished our BRD review session at 730pm.

After i drove back, i am on my way home around 823pm. Suddenly, for some reasons i wanted to check on my blog with my iPhone. I saw 4 messages from Anon. After reading few lines from Anon, i just couldnt hold on to my tears and i just started crying on my way home. I was asking myself the same question as Anon. Celine.. Why are you still holding on the YOU in your life. You should learn how to move on like everyone been telling you all the time.

Please trust me that i totally understand that i need to move on as YOU is not longer worth to be in my life. But, somehow i think i am trying to force myself to accept and let go someone i really love.

Yes. i have to admit that I LOVE HIM (YOU) a lot. I was disappointed that i never expected that he will be the one who betray my trust and hurt me that much. I think that's why i am still holding it back so much. And, yes, i have love and hatred toward YOU. I really do and i am not shy to admit that. I am always honest about my feeling..

Letting someone i really love go is definitely not an easy thing to do. I know YOU has already move on as he was cowardly walking away like nothing has happened. He decided to be a coward and accept whatever or lies he created. I just dont understand why a person can be so cruel.

As usual, whenever i am a little down and i am inside my car, i just like to let my tears out. I cried and i felt much better. All i wanted to say was ..

Anon, You're defnitely correct and right. It is time to move on and i am trying every single day ... i am really trying to move on...

For some reason, I dont know who is Anon. But, i am really appreciate your kind and honest feedback about my blog, myself.. and everything. I really appreciated your comments.

Thanks. Anon. :) Take Care.. Come to visit me sometime.