The Selfish me.

Last night, it was the most scariest night in my life.
And, i never been so unsafe before.
I was shocked.
I was panic.
I was scared.
I was disappointed.

Life is just full with new surprises and challenges
In my life, i couldnt live without my families and friend love.
Families are the most important elements in my life.
Today, i forced my sister to give up her love.
Because that man is dangerous and can lost his mind and temper easily.
As a sister, i was scared because i know it will happen to my own sister in the future.
As a sister, i saw how he lost his temper and hurt his own friend physically.
I believe, it will happen to my own sister too.
with a big sharp knife at front of her face
I dare not tell my parents because i know how sad they will be.
So, i take up the role of my family.
i gave her pressure.

I am such a bad sister for her.
Maybe others people could do a better job.
I know she will hates me forever in her life.
Somehow, i am hopeless.
i dont know what to do.