Happy Happy !!!!

Hmm ....
The red car is so pretty..
The good new is fabalous
The holiday break is so seasonal.
The Christmas tree is so colorful.

I am wonderful.

Happy Holiday !!

Knock Knock
How is everyone out there?
It has been a long time i came here because my laptop crashed on me.
And, I have been busy working as well.
I am great. Just busy with lots of things.
I have a wonderful time when my 66 came over few weeks ago.
We had a great time.
I just felt like time has been flying without notices.
It's 2008.. in few weeks later

No matter what, today i am going to sleep without thinking about my work.
I am looking forward for my Chicago trip on Sunday.
I will be going to meet my 2 dear sor lou.
I miss them a lot.
It's good that having gathering like that.

Break ~~~~~~~~

Hmm.. Hmm.
I am looking forward for my Thanksgiving break next week.
I am going back to see my lovely sister and some friends.
And, my lovely Host parents and my lovely professor from my second home - Idaho.

Hmm.. after this..
It's time to plan my Christmas break ...

阴天.

今天, Confident level 是零.

Good Job, Celine

I never thought that i like to go to gym.
At least 40 minutes everyday.
These days, i felt like i have been changing a lot.
My life is so discipline and simple these days.
Gym, clubhouse, work, shopping, phone, online & myself.
hehe..
i enjoyed it.
I make it to what i promised myself.
I had proven that i can do it.
I had proven to them that nothing can stop me.
I had proven to them i am Celine Chang.
Well, somehow, i dont think i need to prove to anyone.
It just make myself happy because i fullfilled my goal.
It just take times.

666666

My apt number is 114 ..
1+1+4 = 6

My office number is 6316
6+3+1+6 = 16

My 66 said i cant leave without 6.

Yesterday, i was kind of moody.
I think i miss home.
And, i dont like to be alone.
The first time staying alone with a big apartment.
I have everything here. Very simplelife.
Just need some friends.
I am looking forward to see you all.
Haha..

我要...

我要...
享受生活所遇到的一切
好的或不好的 ...
我都要..
因为是过程..
也是人生..

我很享受, 因为我快乐 ~~

My new place in Wisconsin.

Very relax

Very comfortable.

Very cozy

i think you will like this place.

You're always welcome to my place.

WHY WHY WHY

Today, i was thinking.
Celine Chang.
Why you are so stubborn?
Why you choose this route?
Why you choose to come to usa?
Why you leave everyone behind?
Why you want to fly?
Why you are not strong enough?
Why you make so many peoples worried?
Why?
why?

Sor Po Day - August 17th on Every year

Today, at one time
i chatted with few people who are very important to me at one time.
My Sor po and Sor lou.
Thanks for sharing everything with me.
Thanks for listening to my stories as well.
I know our friendship is forever because we believed in it.
Life is good because we have each other around all the time.
And, Today is phoebe ng birthday..
Happy Birthday, Phoebe Ng.
My star.. All the best wishes..
And, the sor po came out with our SOR PO DAY..
August 17th.
Let's celebrate it.

New life.

I have been assigned to a new project in a new place.
Here, i am ..
i am in Wisconsin.
I moved to this place without knowing anyone.
I am starting everything from zero again.
Knowing new friends..
Knowing new places..
This time i am all alone again.
But, i am happy.
Nothing else to complain.
I am working myself toward my dreams.
Lots of thing happened these days..
No worries, everything is sweet 95%.. and sour for 5%..
Everything has to give credit to my 66.
And, today, while i am driving.
i can felt like i want to go home..
i really do.
Sorry for being so quiet these days.
Just busy.. and no matter what..
i still miss all you all.. and i always love you as my very close sor po and sor lou.
OK..
And, please take good care of yourself.

~~

Good luck, Celine Chang
祝福你..

发光的我.

我喜欢近来的 Celine Chang
是五颜六色的.
thanks for everything.

我的婆婆

希望, 婆婆不要再受病魔的折磨.
快快地好起来.
玮玮会回来看你.
天天我都为你祈祷.
天天我都为你吃素.
天天我都很担心你.
我只有一位婆婆,
希望你不要再受苦..
心很疼..
我爱你~~

Sept 20, 2007

I got a call from home.
Grandma admitted to hospital.
Let's pray ~~~~

Passion

I have the passion.
I have dreams.
Deep in my heart and thought.
I know i can do it
Good luck, Celine

My birthday celebration

Sept 14, Friday.
Today, my co-workers has a belated surprise birthday party for me.
I was totally shocked because i didnt expect that.
Everyone was there.. a bunch of friends and stranger in the house.
It make me felt like home. It also remind me of pocatello.
My lovely college life.
Whatever they do, every single things, it really make me felt like i am at home.
Thanks for everything. every wishes..
i really appreciated that.
i will miss everyone ...

站在原地..

今天, 真的感觉到..
你已经离开我的世界了..
没关系, 我会记得你的故事.
希望, 你也一样.

天空依然很蓝..

Happy Birthday, Celine ~~~

"Celine, Happy Birthday to you ".
I really enjoyed my birthday this year
I received lots of wishes, calls, and emails.
Nothing is more important than simple happiness.

And, Sept 10 is a free hug day as well.
Nothing is better than hugs..

Smile smile ~~

9.9.2007 之约.

This sunday.
I dated my phoebe, my mel mel and my jeannie to go out makan with me.
It's my birthday.. I want to be with u all.
Having all my sor po with me this day is the happiest thing in the world for me.

傻婆, 你们可不可以答应我..
好好地照顾自己.
好好地照顾大家.
好好地想念我.

我们的生活里,
永远永远都有我们四个傻婆..
我们的拥抱是无价, 无距离的..
我们的爱是无边无际的
我们的友情是无价之宝的

我很想念你们..
近来, 我改变了..
我有想回家的念头..
第一次认真思考过..
但是, 对不起, 不是现在..
我会回来的..
因为你们.. 你们有那力量把我改变..
所以, 在我还没回来的时候,
请你们大家, 好好照顾大家.
我们的友情是长长久久的..

Long weekend ~~~

Everyone is in the holiday mood.
It was a long weekend because on monday sept 3 is the labor day for USA.
Everyone is gone for the weekends.
HMm..
i will be gone next week too.
I really need to relax myself and have a peaceful birthday.

It was really nice because when i found out someone really care about yourself.
It's good ~~~

AUGUST 27TH 2007

The ATM Machine took away my debit visa card.
So, i have to apply for a new card which it is a tedious work.
I am going to be live on my credit card for these days.

I had a fight with BB for no reason.
Just felt like having a fight onces a while.

Finally, My cousin Oscar got his notice to become PR in australia.
He is getting married in Jan 2008 and prepare to leave next year with his honey.
And mom told me that uncle lawrence wishes all his kids are leaving malaysia for good.
Susan is getting married and planned to moved to England in October.
It make me wonder... is it that bad to stay in malaysia?
Why can't just give an opportunities to everyone?
Why...
Maybe that's life..

Bad friday ~~~ August 24 th

Hmm...
My left eye just swell today.
It looks really bad and ugly.
I just took a half day off and slept till this morning.
And, i am useless.
I make mama cried.
Mama, i will always take good care of myself.
And, i know home is the warmest place to stay.
:O)

8.22

Hmm.
It's a stressful day~~
i am trying..
i am glad because there are some good people around..
and there are some bad people around..
But, i miss my phoebe, my mel mel and my jeannie ya.
..
Phoebe Ng..... how was the wedding preparation?

自足其乐 ~~

很喜欢
每隔几天就打电话回家,
世界的另一个角落,
传来了家人和朋友们的声音和故事,
让我觉得很幸福..

虽然, 我并没有和每一位朋友聊天,
但是, 从其他人口中听到你们很好..
我也很满足了~~~

虽然, 有时侯, signal好像不清楚,
但是, 我还是可以感觉你们听到我的声音的喜悦,
我别无所求了~~~

虽然,是一封简短的sms,
我也很高兴 ~~~

Celine, 加油!! 很多人很期待你回家的一天.. ( i think)
我的傻婆和傻佬们, 让我再飞翔多一下..
别忘记我 ~~~

Encouragement ~~

Hmm~~
Last night, i received a call from mummy.
She is so lovely. She is always my mummy.
She always knows when i need encouragement and supports.
Eventhough, it's just a call.
Thanks for loving & caring me.
Thanks for calming me down with words and calls.

Noone will love me as the way you love me.
Thanks, i will be fine and be Celine Chang Ker Wei forever.

:O)

Bad ~~~

i didnt sleep well last night.
It was a sleep with dreams.
hmm..
worries dream.. and i know it is bad bad ~~~

吵架了 ~~

吵架了..
但是, 你认为我会在乎吗?
为什么呢!!!
因为不重要 ~~~

人呀!!! 好麻烦噢!!!

我的Thursday ~~

Today, i felt special because it's a good day.
and it's july 26, 2007.
i just like the day like that.. with my favourite number on it...
hehe...
and last night i dream about my thiam thiam become my classmates in chong hwa high school.
haha.. it was fun.. we had fun studying and others.
And, jeannie finally got her offer letter...
And, remus finished his small operation ...
And, john got his new job ...
And, susan got a date today ...
And, BB called me today ...

Everything happened on the special day ~~
i like it..

我的鱼鱼 ~~

My fishes.....

I love it because i want to be a fish..

July 20, 2007

MY star..
is still shinning with me..

I am sorry i didnt attend for the ROM.
I am sorry that i didnt able to call you at that time.

Love you forever, Phoebe

Ms Ng ~~

Ms Ng.. Ms Ng.
My star.. My shinning star.
Tomorrow you will be a different "Ms Ng"
As i said
i never never gonna to leave you as long as you want me to stay in your heart forever.
Because i can be pampered with your love and care forever.

I am always there
Always.

My Prince ~~

Goodbye, My Love

看一看..

雨天~~~ 我的雨天!!

赢得人心的一首歌唱~~~
和我的~~

My My..

Original :

楊宗瑋

楊宗緯–雨天(Celine Favourite!).mp3 http://fjufirefox.googlepages.com/035.mp3

楊宗瑋+潘裕文–馬戲團.mp3 http://fjufirefox.googlepages.com/001.mp3

楊宗瑋–人質.mp3 http://fjufirefox.googlepages.com/002.mp3

楊宗緯+劉明峰–SuperWomen.mp3 http://fjufirefox.googlepages.com/003.mp3

楊宗緯+徐宛鈴–心動心痛.mp3 http://fjufirefox.googlepages.com/004.mp3

楊宗緯+潘裕文–左右為難.mp3 http://fjufirefox.googlepages.com/005.mp3

楊宗緯+蕭敬騰–Goodbye My Love.mp3 http://fjufirefox.googlepages.com/006.mp3

楊宗緯+蕭敬騰–背叛(合唱版).mp3 http://fjufirefox.googlepages.com/007.mp3

楊宗緯+黃大煒–讓每個人都心碎.mp3 http://fjufirefox.googlepages.com/008.mp3

楊宗緯–Goodbye My Love.mp3 http://fjufirefox.googlepages.com/009.mp3

楊宗緯–Love Story.mp3 http://fjufirefox.googlepages.com/010.mp3

楊宗緯–SuperWomen(音圓盃歌唱比賽).mp3 http://fjufirefox.googlepages.com/011.mp3

楊宗緯–一了百了.mp3 http://fjufirefox.googlepages.com/012.mp3

楊宗緯–可惜不是你(完整版).mp3 http://fjufirefox.googlepages.com/013.mp3

楊宗緯–手放開(彰師大商管K比賽).mp3 http://fjufirefox.googlepages.com/014.mp3

楊宗緯–你不在.mp3 http://fjufirefox.googlepages.com/015.mp3

楊宗緯–你把我灌醉(2005彰師大校園歌唱比賽).mp3 http://fjufirefox.googlepages.com/016.mp3

楊宗緯–光永亮太的歌.mp3 http://fjufirefox.googlepages.com/017.mp3

楊宗緯–再見我的愛人.mp3 http://fjufirefox.googlepages.com/018.mp3

楊宗緯–你們要快樂.mp3 http://fjufirefox.googlepages.com/019.mp3

楊宗緯–你把我灌醉(音圓盃歌唱比賽).mp3 http://fjufirefox.googlepages.com/020.mp3

楊宗緯–我們小時候.mp3 http://fjufirefox.googlepages.com/021.mp3

楊宗緯–我可以抱你嗎.mp3 http://fjufirefox.googlepages.com/022.mp3

楊宗緯–我還能愛誰(2005彰師大校園歌唱比賽).mp3 http://fjufirefox.googlepages.com/023.mp3

楊宗緯–情人節快樂.mp3 http://fjufirefox.googlepages.com/024.mp3

楊宗緯–愛你等於愛自己.mp3 http://fjufirefox.googlepages.com/025.mp3

楊宗緯–握不住的他.mp3 http://fjufirefox.googlepages.com/026.mp3

楊宗緯–新不了情.mp3 http://fjufirefox.googlepages.com/027.mp3

楊宗緯–旋木.mp3 http://fjufirefox.googlepages.com/028.mp3

楊宗緯–明天見(2004彰師大校園民歌比賽).mp3 http://fjufirefox.googlepages.com/029.mp3

楊宗緯–祝我生日快樂.mp3 http://fjufirefox.googlepages.com/030.mp3

楊宗緯–聽說愛情回來過.mp3 http://fjufirefox.googlepages.com/031.mp3

楊宗緯–背叛(演出版).mp3 http://fjufirefox.googlepages.com/032.mp3

楊宗緯–讓每個人都心碎.mp3 http://fjufirefox.googlepages.com/033.mp3

It's touched Celine's heart.

Most of the time,
i am touched because someone did something.
i am touched because i watched a touching movie.
i am touched because something happened.

It's the first time, a singing contest..
a stranger who is so far away.
someone i dont know.. but, i claimed him belongs to heart.

the video i watched was a simple taiwanese video.
But, it touched my heart.

Please enjoy ~~
Celine liked his voice.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VHKOiW5LarI
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=deMs_RLzj5o (the first video touched my heart)

我的杨宗纬 :O)

今天, 就像以往地,
工作了, 回家, 煮饭, 洗澡, 上网,
无意中, 看见了一为男生..
他的样子很像my thiam thiam. 可能我想thiam thiam 了.
好奇地, google 了一下,
他的名子是杨宗纬, 你们认识他吗? 还是我是最后一为认识他的..
他是因为超級星光大道而更受瞩目的一位..
超級星光大道是一个歌唱比赛, 每一位都是为了自己的梦想,
为了从小到大的梦想而奋斗不息.
就是要那起那个勇气..


去youtube. google. yahoo, 查看他的一却, video, 比赛, 音乐,
甚至是他为了梦想而隐瞒他的年龄事件

他样子很平凡但是他的歌声很有感情,我喜欢的.
杨宗纬, 在短短的几秒了,
我把他住进我的心里了,
很奇怪, 通常我不会那么快地,
可能是因为他的两个video弄哭了我.
可能是因为他的歌...
可能是因为我们的名子都是"wei"吧!


我说过我不哭了.
但是我的杨宗纬,我找到了你的歌.
可以再让我撑下去的歌声了.


p/s: aiya....somehow it totaly broke my resolution plan.. but it's ok.. anything for him
and i will post all his song and video and share which 2 video just make my tears drop
because he sounded so sad.

Celine's Resolution Plan

Seem like everyone has a resolution plan every year either the begin or end of the years.
A resolution plan is for a better fresh start.
Well, i had my resolution plan few weeks ago.
And, i am doing it great.
I have few major things i want to start with in my resolution plans.
1. i reset all my password for all of them. ( all account... every single one..)
2. i start medicatation from heart.
3. i need a break from listening to song (especially song that touch my heart).
4. i learn not to attach to others.
5. i deleted my past officially.
6. i become .......... gradually.
7. i am not attached to my phone, cyber and be real in life.
I CAN DO IT.~~~

Afternoon Treat

It was a good treat.

Thanks for calming my nerve down.

Thanks ~~~

July 9th , 2007

My hearty breakfast.

One is for me..

One is for you..

:O)

July 8th, 2007

My first attempt.

Celine's Homemade Pan mee

Wonderful Night ~~~

Went to a birthday blas last night.
It was fabulous.
I watched the movie again.. gosh.. i was amazed how quickly it took affect.
Well, now at least i found out a new way to calm my soul.

Congratulation to Jeannis and Remus for thier love life.
Everything will be great and xing fu as others ya.
That's great because jeannie is well taken care from today onwards.
So, she dont have to worry so much anymore.

And, my phoebe has to get rested well and ready for the big days.
Can i come for the big celebration ya?

My mel mel, she is still as warm as usual.
Thanks for warming my heart eventhough you didnt notice that.

My thiam thiam is very busy with shooting these days.
Miss talking with him.

And, myself.
I found myself a new friend, and i know myself will be safe forever.

My Communication Channel.

Have you ever tried?

using this channel.

2084068172@messaging.sprintpcs.com

Always there.

365 days

24 hours

Monday to Sunday.

我的天空

没有国界的友情..
是我的梦想
今天, 无聊的我, 回想自己的天空.
虽然, 我还没有能力环绕全世界.
我有朋友在世界的每个角落.
东南西北, 上上下下,
都至少认识一些朋友从
thailand, philipine, taiwan, singapore,australia,germany, japan, korea, brazil, china, nepal, india, argentina, albania, france, switzerland, burma, canada, belgium, spain, fiji, cuba, england, new zealand, denmark, camaroon, ethiopia, honduras,indonesia, ghana, vietnam, italy, ireland, kenya, laos, mexico, nigeria, pakistan, russia, sweden, zambia,zimbabwe
当然, 还有很多from malaysia and united states 啦!!!
认识他们, 就好像我和他们的故事一样,
环绕全世界..
很满足..
Celine还是不停地飞扬.

星星 :O)

星星的ROM.
我没有忘记噢!!
我可以做些什么呀!!
虽然, 很遥远的我,
但是, 我可以很有用的.

我的星星..
不要忘记我噢!!!!

Inspiration~~

When you reach the end of your rope,

tie a knot in it and hang on.

Smile

because i will be there with you.

If you want me to.

If not, i can leave.

And, i still smile.

July 4th Celebration

This year was the best July 4th celebration i ever had in my life.

I love the parade and the firework.

The firework lasted for around 15 minutes.

And, it's so spectacular and humongous.

I had a good day with the big celebration.

The parade was always the big attraction for everyone.

People travel miles just to see this.

HEARTY

Worldly people look at the facade. Wise people look at the inner beauty
that is compassion, truthfulness and purity.

P/S: My hearty homemade square square pan mee.. hehe

Pro- July 4th

Today i finished watching "再说一次我爱你"和"明明"
as usual, it's an old movie.
And downloaded few movies as well.
today have been listening to 任贤齐 的歌.
John给我的歌<<老地方>>,唱了<<她要我, 她不爱我>>..
很伤感的歌..... 但是确实像我一样.. (나는 유감스럽다)
为什么近来, 身边的人都生病了.
快好起来..

Today, my boss let us home early today because tomorrow is July 4th.
Came home around 1.30.. cooked my lunch and watched my movie.
Hehe..
Went to Ross, Went to PetSmart, went to Giant.
hehe..
i got my chocolate soya milk.

Did anyone know that i am lactose intolerance???
Hmm.. i dont think so

迟来的感动..

昨完, 看了"十分爱"和"后备甜心"
今晚, 看了"独家试爱"
也download了几套电影
"再说一次我爱你"
"明明"
... and others.

突然之间,我发现
以前的我,
都会很记得每一套和傻婆,朋友, 宝贝,家人和他一起看的电影,
都喜欢收集ticket.
突然间, 发觉近来我一个人看的电影.
抒情, 爱情,恐怖, action的..
在美国download看的每一部电影,
看了, 但是都是很模糊的..
哭了, 但是都没有月亮紧紧握住我的手.
笑了, 但是都没有星星的笑声.
饿了, 但是都没有可爱的猫陪我去mamak医肚子.
累了, 但是都没有你在身边的唠叨.
看了那么多的电影, 都不会记得内容..
可以重复地重看它们,
好像是它们陪伴我渡过时间一样.
记忆好像退化了.
是我老了, 还是它们不喜欢我了...

还有, 近来看的抒情电影都是,
几年前, previous year, 的电影
2004, 2005, 2006, 2007 的电影.
很多人都已经厌倦了它们,

但是, 2007的Celine才发现它们的存在.
永远是那么迟到的我.
很都人都已经感动过几千年的电影,
我现在才有开始感动.

真的有点讨厌,
那种感觉.. 永远是迟到的我..
连给家人的爱也是迟到的.
连给妈妈的按摸也是迟来的.
连给爸爸的鼓励也是吃来的.
连给傻婆的拥抱也是迟到的.
连给傻佬的关心也是迟到的.
连给宝贝的爱也是迟到的.
连给你的祝福也是迟来的.
连给他的关心也是迟来的.
连你给我的分享也是迟来的
连给他的门也是迟来的.
连给我流的泪也是迟来的.

我也是迟来的..
我知道为什么我是迟来的.
因为那是我选择的.. 我只有默默地接受..
就像我一直那么努力做到的一点..
嘻嘻!!我的努力是唯一没有迟来的.
不然我很早就垮了..
晚安!! Muaks Celine

Movie Day

i watched few movie today.
which i found out myself...
nobody shared those movie with me before..
Just cooked myself some porridge and some breads
Hmm.
it's all old movie from last year such as
<<十分爱>> . ... i liked it
<<后备甜心>> . ... i loved it

. ... i enjoyed it
<<我猜我猜我猜猜>> ... i laughed it
<200> .. i watched it again.
there are few movie i want to watch..
but, i cant find them..

hmm.. i am still looking for good movie.
Can u all shared with me?
because i am not in malaysia..
hard to follow what's a good movie out there..
i wish u can share with me this tiny things or tiny experience.

i wish i am still in malaysia..

Celine.Chang

Hmm.. these days, i don't feel like talking to anyone.
Just myself..
I didn't go online as usual.
I didn't send sms as usual.
I didn't report anything as usual.

Surprisingly, many people come and asked me " am i ok?"
i was thinking..
"Is Celine too attached to everyone?"
"Is it the time, Celine step back go with her own life?"

Anyway, i am done with moody periods,
i think i will be fine today.
I figured out something and found out a ways to settle it.
And, i have my peanuts tang yuan for dessert today.

Somehow, i want to watch a movie which can make me gan dong.
I felt like the heart is closing up.
hehe.
Help me.

Wonderful Wonderful

I slept well these days.
Just liked to roll myself with my thick comforter and lay on my bed. And, just listening to music and do nothing.
hmm..
It's so comfortable.
It's friday.I am so excited.
I fixed myself up today. Hehe.. Celine looked girly today.. hehe..
Everyone is planning the plans for July 4th.
I am kind of disappointed because i cant meet up with ojisan and koji for the celebration.
No worries, definitely i am going to indianapolis one day.
I always liked july 4th because it's the best time to see firework.
I think this year i will be in Washington DC, right in front of the White House.
Counting down for my July 4th.
I can't wait. What can be better than that?

I miss my firework.. hehe..

"汤圆"美梦..

这个月里,
是第三次, 你在我梦中出现.
这次的故事很真.
在我梦境里,
"我们认识了十多年了,
这一次, 是重逢的时刻,
我们的样子都成熟了.
都有了默契, 也知道我们需要的是什么."
在我梦境里,
你坚持带我去吃"汤圆"
还是我喜欢的花生"汤圆"
我们来到了一家很古老的店子里,
你向老板聊了一会,
点了我的"汤圆".. 真的很喜欢"汤圆"
然后, ..................
都是很窝心的梦..

谢谢你!! 谢谢周公公!!
虽然, 在现实里, 这是不可能发生的事.
但是,在我梦境里,你让我感觉很幸福.

我真的很满足了..
可以说, 解脱了..

Suds Fight

Yesterday, it was a fun experience.
We have a 泡泡厨房..
满地上都是泡沫..
很壮观的场面..

两位傻傻的roomate decide to wash the dishwasher for the first time.
They ended up putting too much dish soap in the dishwasher.
Haha...

So, 30 minutes later, i heard someone screaming at the kitchen.
"LOOK......... LOOK AT THOSE SUDS"

So, we spend almost an hour to clean up the mess and turned on and off for the dishwasher.
It was fun because there are something that we could laugh at it when we recall our time in
apt 101.

晚安宝贝

歌手：张栋梁 专辑：王子

闭上你的眼我在你身边

晚安我的宝贝

微微的呼吸轻抚你的脸

此刻幸福洋溢我们的世界

在这现实的生活有太多的丑陋

感谢你让我遇见漂亮的你

我爱你小宝贝你是我的天使

看你的眼看到了我们所有回忆

没有疑问就是你让我实现梦想

只因为你让我明白快乐的定义

希望我们一直就这样在一起

什么也不能将我们俩再分开

直到永远

每天早上一醒来就看到你的脸

让我们一辈子来庆祝

我们拥有彼此

Hmm.. I realy like this song because that will be all my feeling to you

I wonder will you able to hear this song?

hehe.. 晚安宝贝 :*

Ironicly..

我想,

距离那么近的你们

都不能, 坦诚相待和很多的猜疑.

那么, 距离那么悠远的我,

又怎么能打胜战呢!

哎呀!!!!!

没信心了..

真的有点气..

Because I am so incredibly lucky :O)

The same question has been asked by my three sor po in 3 different days.
"Celine, How are you these days"
"I really want to know about you"
The first day was Phoebe Ng.. " She said, how is my ker wei"
The second day was Jeannie Lim.. " Jie, how are you"
The third day was Melanie Tan "R u ok?"

HMm.. 3 different days.. 3 differents ways.. 3 different sor po..

I just felt like i am so lucky because of faith.
i have 3 most important friends in my life.

As i told mel mel, the last few days i have been cleaning up my gmail.
I read about all those mail send from 3 sor po..
Those lovely picture send from 3 sor po.
Man... what can i say? i am the most lucky person in the whole.
i felt like no matter where we go.
our heart is always around..
we are always around for each other eventhough we are not physical there.
Dont you think that's the best? That's what i have been seeking for.
The true friendship.

We laughed together for every things.
We smile because we have each others
We Cried because we have each other shoulders to lean on.
We shared because we want each other to be there no matter what, when or what.
We learned from each other.
We scolded each other for certain things ( Celine always do that.. sorry.)
We supported each other because we know we are someone who can shared our friendship with.

What else can i complain?
Seriously, nothing i can complain.
Especially when i am so far away, i cant be there for yum cha, travel, birthday, hang out, movie.. and all those things.
But, you all never make me felt left out.
Never.. Not even onces

Most of my friends from USA know about my 3 sor po..
sorry, i showed everyone the picture of you all because it's in my purse.
Everyone asked me " How did you do that? "

Lots of people are proud of our friendship and our faith.
I know i have been saying that lots of time.
But, i am not shy, shame, bored to say that over and over again.

I just have to said

I LOVE YOU ALL FOREVER AND EVER.

"我猜我猜我猜猜猜"上映了

今天, 很意外地,发现了很多东西.
有好的,
有坏的,
有窝心的,
有担心的.

今晚, 有点乱.
为什么人总是那么神秘?
为什么不可以坦白, 率直呢!

有点,不知道该如何面对..

@曖昧@

曖昧是，比好朋友再親一點，但比情人遠一點。
曖昧是彼此有感覺，然而，這種感覺不足以叫你們切切實實的發展一段正式的關係。
曖昧是明白人生有太多的無奈，現實有太多的限制。你知道沒有可能，但又捨不得放手。
曖昧是有進一步的衝動，卻沒有進一步的勇氣。
曖昧是一方永遠不說，另一方就永遠裝作不懂。於是一方永遠沈默，一方永遠裝傻。
曖昧是，你會常常在MSN等他/她上線，每當他/她幾天沒上線，你會開始擔心。
曖昧是，他不是你的情人，但他似乎比你的情人更關心你和了解你。
曖昧是，天冷時，感冒時有一個會在晚上傳訊息特意提你服藥，叫你多穿點、蓋好被早點睡的普通朋友。
曖昧是，半夜你睡不著，卻可以放心打電話給他聊天的普通朋友。
曖昧是，當你遇到問題解決不了的時候，你找不到你的男朋友，或者不能問男朋友的，你第一個便會想起他。
曖昧是，每當她提及他的另一半時，你會萬箭穿心，但你也希望他幸福。
曖昧是，你明明知道問他你的愛情的問題會令他擔心、甚至會令他難過，但你除了他卻不大知道要問誰。
曖昧是甜津津又同時酸溜溜的。叫人不安，患得患失。
曖昧是，常常掙扎彼此關係。你怕透明化之後，你既得不到一個情人，卻又失去了一個知心好友。
曖昧是，見不到他時，你會掛念他。見到的時候，又會覺得還好。
曖昧是，兩個人都會互相猜度。他是不是已經暗示了甚麼？我是不是自作多情?
曖昧是，雖然他不是你的情人，但他卻會對你說：「你對我是十分重要的。」
曖昧 ~這種關係存在友情之間 , 是一種很特別的朋友 是一種默契的朋友...
不近也不遠，不多情也不無情...
暧昧是，两个人没有承诺过什么，虽然如此，你愿意付出的，比有承诺的情侣更多。没有责任，却很渴望去承担，不问回报.

沒有對與錯﹐ 只有無奈~

對他/她的無奈

對自己的無奈

對那時候身邊的男/女朋友的無奈

That's very interesting.

Never thought about that way.

S.I.N.I.A.N

很多人都问:
"Celine, what's sinian?"
"Celine, is sinian english or chinese or cantonese?"

我都会回答:
"sinian是思念"

"hmmmmmm.... ""嘻嘻!!!"

思念&sinian是"思念"给我的
今天, "思念"发明了 ========
S = Simple
I = In Love
N = N
I = I
A = Am
N = Nature

Anyway, it's all about.
Simple in Love N i am Nature (简单和自然是我的天性)
(Hmm.. the translation sound funny.. dont really like it but i dont have a better way to translate the message.. anyway, please bear with me.. )

Yeah, i want to be sinian forever.

"我很好"

Hmm..
我想对你说:
别担心我,
虽然我总是一个人
远远地生活着,
无可争辩,
我有很多朋友在美国的天空里,
认识了很多东西, 伤痕累累,
但是我认为那是我所希望的一切.


我真的很好. 真的....
你的离开, 我有点不习惯,
但是我会好好的.
所以, 你可以放心去闯你的天空.
你可以把我这包袱放下.

只期望,
以后的你会和我分享你那没有我的天空.
虽然我很想把你永远留在我身边.
但是, 我做不到... 因为...
别担心我, 记得我是Celine噢!


有人问我:
是习惯吗?
还是我真的想念他.


我想我什么都是...

200 pounds Beauty

I love this movie because it's so real.

I cried.

I laughed.

I hope.

I think.

And, you should watch this movie too?

去找吧...

找一個能令妳(你)微笑的人 ...
因為一個微笑就可以令妳(你)心情變好 ...
因為一個微笑就可以令妳(你)心境變寬 ...
因為一個微笑就可以令妳(你)心裡變暖 ...
即使再寒冷, 心都是暖暖的 !
即使再無助, 心都是甜甜的 !

你找到了吗?

端午节快乐

很熟悉的节日
很怀念的味道
很传统的美食


每一年, 这个时候,
我都会很忙, 因为我喜欢自己弄粽子,
喜欢一团团的粽子..
喜欢和婆婆和阿姨们一起包粽子
喜欢弄给傻婆和傻佬们吃..
喜欢吃自己弄的粽子
喜欢和你到处去品尝不同的粽子
喜欢和朋友们分享一粒大粽子


粽子永远是我的最爱.
每一次回家的时候,
我都会买粽子
一个人,独自享受
我喜欢吃粽子的那个感觉,
粘粘的..
香香的..
感觉很满足..
感觉我好像拥有了全世界..


我已经好久没吃粽子了..
好像有点不习惯

June 17 - Washington DC Visit

It's was a sunny day Few of us, went to Washington DC.
I saw the White House, US Capitol, Lincon Memorial and others.
The most exciting was having lunch at Malaysian Restaurant - Kopitiam.
The food was delicious especially after so many months away from home.
It was a fun and exciting sight seeing day.
As usual, because of walking under the sun for at least 4 hours.
I had my headache during night time.
My head was hurting me badly until i couldnt fall asleep.
At that moment, it reminds me of mummy and daddy.

A.G.R.E.E.

You said:
"We cannot force something
to happen or expect someone
to do something
when conditions have not yet matured. "

I said:" AGREED"

Reality

hehe..
Saturday.. June 16, 2007. 晴天

It's a simple day, i went to Fair Oaks Mall and get myself something.
The mall is humungous.
One day, i wish i could just live like others.
I know i can do it.

=========================
快乐的时光永远是很短暂的..
为什么我那么在意呢!
可能, 真的没有什么是永远的.
=========================

模糊的感觉

今晚,
和月亮聊天的时候,
我才发现原来
已经快四年多,
我没有和任何人argue in cantonese.
美国的天空,
让我忘记了
和人面对面吵架,撒娇的那个我..
那个对家人, 朋友, 宝贝,男友都有我的style
FACE TO FACE 的感觉

快四年了,
我快忘记了..
now, everything is in english..

我突然间, 我有点怀念.
speaking and arguing in cantonese used to be very 亲切

i want it back...

Moments of pleasure

11.50 pm.
10 minutes more..it's going to be 12pm.
haha.
today, it's a wonderful friday night.
It has been a while since the last time i enjoyed my friday night just like today.
i didnt do anything special.
Just went to get some vegetables from shoppers.
cooked myself a bowl of korean noodles.
Make myself a cup of ice tea with lemon juice.
Everything was simple.
But, i am satisfied.

I am happy because i meet some nice people around who is willing to give me any helps i wanted.
Just like mom said,it's all blessing.

The friends from work, i think i could considered them as my friends.
Eventhough, we dont shared the same culture,
But, we have trust in each others.
That's all matter.

Celine, please go to bed early today.
No more sleepless night for u ya..
... hehe.. at least i try to..

星期五.

今天,早上,
发了一个梦,
很无聊的梦.

嘻嘻!!!
还是喜欢刚睡醒的那一刻..

母爱.

肚子好疼..
每一次, 我都幻想我有病..
因为从小, 我的大肚肚都很敏感.

疼的时候,
我想起了.
妈妈的温暖的手,
按摸我的肚子.

真心话

我很喜欢的一句
"我不舍得你流眼泪"..
傻傻的快乐.

可以吗?

昨晚,下雨了..
喜欢听到滴滴"答答"的雨声.
哼着我的歌..
让我感觉很幸福..

希望,这种感觉是一辈子的.
我可以吗?

Reality

Hmm.. i am suprised how could my co-workers became so selfish.
Well, i didnt get angry.
I just think that's very childish.
Very funny..

Well, i just wont do the same thing because i treat them as my teacher.
Never do that to someone else.

天空..

肚子很疼..
傻婆和傻佬们去了langkawi,
妈妈,爸爸,妹妹都很忙.
思念也一样...
宝贝也是.

很简单的一个晚上.
天空依然是蓝色的.

Sunday, June 10, 2007

Today, i went to Wal Mart to get some stuff for myself.
i was walking alone in Wal Mart.
There are lots of stranger faces around me.
After finished picking up my stuff,
i was standing in front of the register,and my phone just rang.
It's dad. Dad called. dad called me i felt so warm.
We chat for a while.
It's like 5 minutes.
And, as usual, just like when i am a little girl.
i cried when daddy pampered me and i wish i can give him everything of mine.
sometime,i believed that a suprise call or
just a few minutes call from home gave me lots of support and energy.
I am seeking my internally with real soul.
Somehow, i am still waiting the call i am expected.
I know it's impossible ....
But, i am still hoping it's not a wish..

Quote of the day ~~

There is a big difference between love and compassion.

Love comes from feelings; compassion comes from wisdom.

Love is unstable and unreliable.

We may love someone today but not tomorrow.

When someone tells us that he or she loves or hates us, we would do well not to take it too seriously.

However, compassion is for forever because it is based on the wisdom that is part of the true mind, our original self.

Promise Bill

<一张签单>
就是甲方永远不会忘记乙方,
就算任何一方死亡, 依然继续生效.

It's so true

9月10日
白色翠菊(ChinaAster)花語:誠信
花占卜:您平時不苟言笑，熟絡之後才會發覺您其實是個活潑好動的人，外表的樸實，只是一個表面的您。您對人很忠心，期望純潔的愛情，日後多點培養自己的內涵，必會遇到理想的情人。
花箴言:不要掩飾了，將自己的真性情流露出來吧。

The invisible power.

hmm.. i'm feeling better
i think i can do it.
i just need to concentrate on my mind and soul.
Somehow, thanks for my jeannie,my remus, and my ojisan to be with me all the time.
Thanks for staying there with me.
because of you all, it make me Celine Chang

GANBATEHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I just think that i am stupid
I am mad at myself.
I know i can do it.

你我他

歌曲：你我他
歌手：康康 专辑：灰色调

半夜醒来的时候
你离他远走
四方屋里只剩孤寂
电话声响起

你在那里诉说委曲
关于他和你
我在这里一如往昔
说什么都没意义

我和你和他之间的故事
该怎么解释
我爱你你却爱他
他又爱着谁

我和你和他之间的故事
该怎么结束
我痛苦你清楚
他比我幸福比我幸福

你爱上一个不爱你的他
该不该等待

我爱上一个不爱我的你
算不算悲哀

p/s: Just found this song accidentally, and this song remind me of my sinian.
I guess at this moment he is sleeping or having sweet dream.
I know he will understands this song completely.
Hugs hugs. smile smile.
Take care.
Dont's know why Miss you at this moment.
USA TIME 4.33PM.
June 2nd, 2007

Black V.S Dark

Tonight, i am not trying to pretend i am ok.
I'm not ok.
I'm somehow panic and nervous.
I felt why i have to work so hard for that.. i could have different ways.
I also manja manja.. i dont want to explain why.
just be with me..
i just need a shoulder to cry on.
But, you're so far away.
But, you all are so far away.

Well, it's time for bed.
Tomorrow, i will be celine chang.

Smile smile.

International Friendship

Another wonderful moments.

Gonna come back one day to visit my buddies.

Thanks.

Moving is not fun at all.

Moving to a new place always brought back lots of good memories.

And a lots of work too.

But, i felt really lucky because mom was around to help me out.

Love her forever.

Journey

It's better to be prepared for an opportunity and not have one

than

to have an opportunity and not be prepared.

New New New New New New

Hmm.. finally i left pocatello, idaho.
I am in Virginia right now.
The feeling being away from my second home is kind of weird.
But, i know it's another destiny for me.
May 28th, 2007, is a day to be rememebered.

Dedication of Merit

May every living being,
Our minds as one and radiant with light,
Share the fruits o peace,
With hearts of goodness, luminous and bright.
If people hear and see,
How hands and hearts can find in giving, unity,
May their minds awake,
To Great Compassion, wisdom and to joy.
May kindness find reward,
May all who sorrow leave thier grief and pain;
May this boundless light.
Break the darkness of their endless night.
Because our hearts are one.
This world of pain turns into Paradise.
May all become compassionate and wise,
May all become compassionate and wise.

Sweet dream.. :O)

Sleep tight, and chase away the monster.
i really like this picture.
.....

仇人 vs 恩人

遇到曾經愛過的人

記得微笑向他感激

因為他是讓你更懂愛的人

遇到曾經恨過的人時

要微笑向他打招呼

因為他讓你更加堅強

遇到曾經背叛你的人時

你應該心存感激

因為若不是他

今天你不會懂這世界

遇到曾經偷偷喜歡的人時

要祝他幸福唷

因為你喜歡他時

不是希望他幸福快樂嗎"

The meaning of my name.

It's interesting.

"U Turn" Mystery

It was a fun and memorable road trip.

:O)